Thirteen Days of Mind Vomit

Mind Vomit

I was forced to resign from my a job that I absolutely loved. The details are not important at this time. I have been unemployed now for thirteen days. Thirteen days and I have gone through all the stages of grief (denial, bargaining, depression, anger, and finally acceptance). This must have happened for a reason, right?


I still don’t know because it has only been thirteen days.

In these thirteen days I have filled out at least fifty applications. The economy sucks and I don’t want to work nights/weekends. I love my career and I refuse to work somewhere that has a bad reputation for care or where the nurses eat their young. Nurses eat their young. They have done it forever, it is a little known fact. Any nurse will tell you, is she denies it…it is probably her doing the feasting.

~a rant~There are lots of places in the world that people eat their young. I didn’t notice it so much until I was the young. The internet is also full of places that will try to make you feel unwelcome for being new. When I first started my sex blog. I noticed how cruel some people/companies where when I asked them to work with me. I didn’t know some things would be off-limits due to being new. I learned quick! New doesn’t always mean I am trying to take over. Is this self-preservation, that makes someone tear apart something new? Nurses eat their young, but they certainly aren’t the only ones. ~and I’m back to hemostasis~

So too much time on my hands and the thought of having to run into a situation of being feasted upon…I got ambitious. I do this from time to time. This blog is the result of one of my ambitions. I cannot just sit and play computer games all day. I have too many talents that will go to waste. I need money and a way to make it. Where are my talents? HTML, obviously. Sex toys, definitely! I have this ability to see something through. I have this ability to not quit and fade out. My blog was deleted and in one day I had a fresh site full of content.

So I got this idea…


What I want is my own sex toy store. I want a store that carries like everything at low prices. I want a place that I can set up and alter to my liking. I want to be able to give discount whenever I feel like it and not wait for a damned holiday. I want a commission that is fair.


I set this up in my thirteen days at home. I am giving 20% off every order with the code SUMMER

I plan on adding some guides and recommendations to it. Please take advantage of this sale going on. This site has like….well everything. For now…it is up and I am very proud of it. Please give it a look and tell me what you think. Be nice, I am new to this. I could use some honest constructive criticism. It doesn’t have to be full of hate.

(later the same day)

I had a job interview today and I got the job. I can hardly describe the relief I am feeling, knowing I will be able to pay rent next month! I am sure some of you can relate.

I got a new store and a new job and it only took thirteen days.


  1. Zimmer says:

    Congratulations! I hope that you are doing what you love. I know that RN’s tend to eat the young as you put it. I was an RN for many years until I got smart and left the profession. Especially this day and age so many young nurses coming in in floods out of these colleges that has not prepared them for the harsh realities of the profession. But that is neither here nor there… is it?
    This is the first time I have posted here. But I just wanted to say thank you… for your mind vomit (it is enjoyable to read) and introducing me to many new and exciting things.
    Now do not eat me… being new and all.

  2. macho99 says:

    Congrats on the new job. And I didn’t know you were a nurse. Swinging momma nurse. That’s three for one! :)
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  3. Congrats on both the new job and the new store. I’m sure things will be well on their way to being wonderful and amazing and incredible, as you always are.

  4. Do you plan on having reviewers or an affiliate program? If so I would definitely be interested. I want to start reviewing again.

  5. BlueKaren says:

    Thanks for the kind words! This has been a huge undertaking for me, but I got some off time now and figured I had nothing to loose.

  6. The site looks amazing! I have actually been thinking of starting something like this myself sometime down the road, though I have no idea where to get started. Great job! :)
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