Hey yea it’s Saturday! Going out to EWS tonight. There are quite a few couples signed up to go from a local website. It is sexy lingerie night, I have the perfect outfit picked out…..
On a more personal note, I quit smoking (cigarettes, of course I don’t use drugs). I actually quit on Wednesday afternoon. This will be like my 9th quit. I quit once for as long as 2 1/2 years and another time I quit for only 2 1/2 days.
I count every attempt as worthy of something.
At least I am learning when not to quit.
I am using the nicotine patch. I didn’t know my insurance would cover the costs, but they are required by law to cover smoking cessation. So all I had to do was get a prescription.
I feel pretty good.
So far this has been a great quit. I figured if I can quit through this I should be able to stay quit.
School is very stressful, and I am not quite sure what to do with myself when we get a break. I actually hung out with the smokers on Friday at break, it just feels wrong to be with the non-smokers.
At home not smoking gives me extra free time. I literally have to stop everything I am doing and go outside to smoke at home. I gained time back by not smoking.
I also got a membership to a gym too. The nice part is I can take my kids. So when I go work out I am getting them out of the house too. I have worked out three out of four days. I have some pent up anger that I am slowly sweating out of my system. I feel great about this too. I am a bit sore. It feels delicious. Cause I earned it, with my angry sweat. Lots of nice eye candy at the gym too. HmmMmmm!
I am really hoping to counteract the extra munching I am doing with working out. I know not smoking is so much better. Believe me, I have a whole list of reasons not to smoke. The bottom line is my bad attitude that just says, FUCK IT!!! Suffering with this, then I am okay, wait….back to suffering.
Hope you all are making good with your resolutions/ promises to yourself.
