So I am a very jealous lover. I can’t fucking stand it when my Miguel enters a scene when I am not in the room.
I over-reacted to something that wasn’t even a thing. Look, when you have the sort of scars that I do crazy creeps up from time to time. I know Miguel loves me, I know he is faithful but….alcohol and I want to freak out over something that is nothing. I can’t stop the reaction when it happens. I can only apologize for it later. Maybe I can try to recognize it. Let me tell you what happened…
I had last Sunday night off, so we went out. New people, or at least new to us. I was in a really good mood and excited to meet new people. We met them at a bar close to their house. They were really nice and we had a lot in common. They like to drink and they were both smokers, so we sat outside.
We talked and drank and talked. Miguel was the only sober one. The weather got a bit weird with strong gusts of wind and some rain. We almost thought it might be a tornado but then it calmed a bit. We all took that as a cue to move the party so they took us home to their place. They lived about 5 minutes away. I was so revved up in the car that I immediately went to work on trying to get Miguel’s cock out so I could suck it. I love getting his cock out while he drives. I know this is dangerous, but I was very horny. I licked and sucked his cock as best I could until we arrived at their apartment complex.
Once we got to their place we all settled in for more drinks and conversation on their screened-in porch. It was good and fun, we had loads in common. But the ice needed to broken. So, I took off my pants. Then everyone stripped, and we moved into the bedroom. . .
Naked in the bedroom I went to work sucking on the guys cock. Miguel and the girl got tangled up next to us. He was really hard. His cock was long and thin. He asked me to lay back and then he licked and sucked my pussy. I came as he finger fucked me and sucked my clit. A few minutes after I came on his face, he sat up and put a condom on. Miguel put a condom on too. Then we all started fucking. He kissed me a lot while he fucked me. He held me close and pumped his cock in me. I clenched my pussy muscles tight and fucked him back, wanting to feel every inch of cock. It was hot. Miguel and the girl right next to us. He stopped twice to licked her pussy and finger her g-spot hard making her cum loudly, before going right back to fuck her more. The guy pulled out and I sucked his cock. Miguel pulled back after a while from sheer exhaustion and her man moved over to fuck her then. Miguel then moved over and finger fucked me hard while sucking on my clit. I came so hard from him pounding my g-spot. I wanted him to fuck me. He started kinda walking away so I assumed he was done. I shakily walked to the bathroom, still reeling from being fucked and cuming so hard.
I came back to find the guy standing on one side of the bed fucking her. She was laying on her back. Miguel was on the other side with his cock being sucked by the woman, her head hanging back over the bed. Seeing this turned my stomach. He was too tired to fuck me, or so I thought. Now he has his cock in her mouth and she is getting it good. I am admittedly a bit crazy. I know. Jealous when I should have enjoyed the view. I just looked, and I pulled myself out of the situation. Miguel immediately recognized my look, but didn’t understand why. We were done for the night.
So this resulted in what I like to call a “silent storm”. We said our goodbyes and went home. I didn’t talk to him the whole way home. When I finally told him what was bothering me, well he didn’t agree with what I observed. He swears I was sucking the guys cock when he walked in, but to my knowledge he was right there. I completely left the room, even saying I wanted to use the bathroom. Why do I have this issue if we are such a solid couple? Why would I even entertain the thought of jealousy when this is a choice we both made, to swing…together?
Moving forward, I sort of apologized to Miguel. He gets that sometimes I am so crazy I can’t really help it. In the future I probably should but…our little “issue” resulted in some very hot make up sex. Mostly me making up for whatever. The best part is when Miguel takes control of the whole situation. He knows I get out of control, so he takes control…completely. Dominating me and dictating how he will fuck me, when, and what the conditions are. It all starts with me asking him to come home for lunch so we can fuck. Then it leads to collared anal sex with toys and his cock. I am grateful that he gets me. I completely needed him to forgive me.
Next time I will try to behave differently with this sexy couple that I really want to see again. I just had to put it out there. I am a special kind of crazy.